Backstory
This was both my 39th post AND my 39th year. I'm restless, depressed and trying to find way to reinvent myself. No mid-life crisis; just not quite satisfied at the superhero I so desperately wanted to become as a youth. Be careful what you wish for because the world shows no mercy and ALWAYS has expectations.
Comments
marymc says,
says who and time for what?TKO-Rich says,
thanks marymc...even the smallest gestures are huge.L2L3 says,
Another one for the "Perspective" category. You don't have to look far to find it. The real trick is to recognize it. Wishing you 20/20 in your quest.TKO-Rich says,
Totally agree that my perspective sucks. Trying desperately to adjust my glasses but they've been sitting all crooked on my face for almost 40 years.NumbrOneAunt says,
TKO: i agree with both mary and L2L3. also, give some thought to what you said yourself - even the smallest gestures are huge. i truly believe that. so even small acts of kindness are huge, INCLUDING yours. there are probably many things you do EACH DAY that you don't even think of as acts of kindness, but they are nonetheless. and they ripple outward.Dragonflower says,
I wonder if being 39 is a little like the teenage years? What I mean is that I can remember feeling out of sorts and unsure of the future at each juncture. Looking back now, I can see how that was a rather waste of energy on my part. Those were some good times! Wishing for you that you can see that now, at least some of the time, to get you over the hurdle you are facing so bravely. Enjoy today, and then see what tomorrow brings.Then just repeat! Take care.favepeep says,
Someone mistook me for a 39 yr old last week. And I thought WOW! to be 39 again. I do, however, understand what you mean. I've always felt a bit uncertain which way to go in life. However, as for the world showing no mercy and always having expectations--I don't know where you heard those things but they are just not true (unless you choose to let them be).unknown116 says,
It's not about inventing yourself, it's about finding yourself.jl333 says,
Dude, you're 39, not 99! Still plenty of time to be a super hero!TKO-Rich says,
you guys are a tough crowd, almost force me to be in a good mood (smiling as i write this...which is pretty hard considering the nonsensical turn my life has taken as of late). unknown...you know just how to hit home, eh. thanks to everyone for your input, empathy and understanding.