Something amazing is about to happen in my life. I can feel it...or sense it. Ever have that pre-knowledge...even if you didn't have a clear vision of what it was?
I did have a strong experience before James' cancer. A very young woman/ girl who I met that had advanced cancer described the EXACT feeling/ experience before her cancer. Haunts me still.
I had a young friend years ago who almost died giving birth prematurely. She was six and a half months along, the doctors told us the baby would not be born living but she had lost so much blood and was so weak they didn't tell her. For whatever brilliant medical reason they wanted her to push the baby out, so we waited,for the dead baby.
That, is not the sad story. Two years later this same friend called to say she had met someone amazing and they were expexting a son. I met them for dinner and toasting their joy they asked me to pray. I was so filled with joy, of course I agreed.
I said a blessing which for 99.9% of my life has passed by seemingly unnoticed But this time there was a shadow, I literally saw a dark cloud. I passed it off to the nightmare of the past. We toasted in joy and celebration and I left certain that my mind was weak or scared and nothing was amiss.
The baby boy was born. He was three weeks early...no big deal with today's technology. He died 22 hours later. They couldn't say why.
Yes, I know the feeling too and I wrote a six about it last year. If you are open to possibilities and taking chances, go for it. I hope it's an AMAZING journey and we can't wait to hear all about it.
It’s a sad, all too familiar story: harsh, distant, alcoholic father, sensitive, shy daughter always seeking his love and approval. Although there were flashes of kindness, most of my dad’s feelings had been buried long before. Even as...
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Loon says,
keep us appraised..Dragonflower says,
yes.NumbrOneAunt says,
i agree with loon - we'll want to know how this pans out, definitely.DynamicDbytheC says,
I did have a strong experience before James' cancer. A very young woman/ girl who I met that had advanced cancer described the EXACT feeling/ experience before her cancer. Haunts me still.ShellDeFelice says,
I had a young friend years ago who almost died giving birth prematurely. She was six and a half months along, the doctors told us the baby would not be born living but she had lost so much blood and was so weak they didn't tell her. For whatever brilliant medical reason they wanted her to push the baby out, so we waited,for the dead baby.That, is not the sad story. Two years later this same friend called to say she had met someone amazing and they were expexting a son. I met them for dinner and toasting their joy they asked me to pray. I was so filled with joy, of course I agreed.
I said a blessing which for 99.9% of my life has passed by seemingly unnoticed But this time there was a shadow, I literally saw a dark cloud. I passed it off to the nightmare of the past. We toasted in joy and celebration and I left certain that my mind was weak or scared and nothing was amiss.
The baby boy was born. He was three weeks early...no big deal with today's technology. He died 22 hours later. They couldn't say why.
jl333 says,
I hope you premonition comes true. Keeping fingers crossed.illuminatrix says,
I know the feeling. Intuition is singing. Hear the song.lovelylizard says,
Yes, I know the feeling too and I wrote a six about it last year. If you are open to possibilities and taking chances, go for it. I hope it's an AMAZING journey and we can't wait to hear all about it.