Feeling like an outsider. Who cares?
BackstoryI mean, after my 'change of sides', I gained many things. But it's just natural that, after putting some distance between the 'popular' girls and me, I would lose some privileges.
In yesterday's party, and the one before, I felt like an in-between, a sort-of-outsider, dangling in the middle of two worlds: nice enough to have the up-side not hate me, at least.
I guess it's just the price to pay, isn't it? Who cares if I'm not one of them anymore? Most of them are bad, anyway.