Planning for Valentine's celebration for one.
BackstoryToday I put away the holiday decorations and dusted (!) my apt. It is all clean and tidy and I put out Valentine decorations and red throws, table runners, hearts. Pretty.
Then I thought about how every year, I wait. For this guy, the same guy who never shows. This year I gave him up, and my heart's in rehab right now learning not to yearn for his charming, but hurtful self. (emotional hurt, not physical). So, without my heart here, what will I do?
Then I thought, I could go somewhere, treat myself nice, have fun doing stuff I like. I looked up when Vday is and its on a Thursday. Perfect! I could go somewhere Wednesday and Thursday;maybe even Friday....I will work on this tomorrow...too soon for Santa Fe, but I will find a good spot.