Anger is all part of it. I threw lots and lots of the little stones that wash up on the beach. Threw them back into the ocean, each one with some query or statement of anger. Then walked back up in the sand and sat on a log, just watching the ocean. Stupid disease. The anger comes and goes, like the tide. The peace comes and goes too, stays longer each time. That's what I wish for you. With all my heart. xxxooo
Mid fifties, married thirty years. My husband has sweetly asked me to try to outlive him, because he doesn't want to face life alone.
His odds are pretty good. Both our mothers (still living!) outlived our fathers. And our grandmothers...
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ShellDeFelice says,
I want to hold the candle for you. Breathe as much as you can. xoxoHannahK says,
There's a moving desperate and hopeless feel to this. Well done packing that much into six words.bohemdeb says,
My heart goes out to you. Wishing you so much peace.DynamicDbytheC says,
I know I must focus on all love I got and gave with James to carry on. But I get angry and mad at God or whoever, many days.AQScott says,
You're allowed to be angry at Him...He understands...Dragonflower says,
Anger is all part of it. I threw lots and lots of the little stones that wash up on the beach. Threw them back into the ocean, each one with some query or statement of anger. Then walked back up in the sand and sat on a log, just watching the ocean. Stupid disease. The anger comes and goes, like the tide. The peace comes and goes too, stays longer each time. That's what I wish for you. With all my heart. xxxooo