I sometimes feel sad and scared about the possibility (reality) that this cancer will take him from me. I feel sorry for myself and then I realize how devastating and unfair it is for him. Then I get my act together and realize I must live in the moment so we can enjoy what we have NOW.
Feel however you feel in any moment and have no guilt of it. I am not always sure to whom it is more devastating and unfair to in a circumstance such as this? My heart goes to you. Enjoy when you can but please don't guilt yourself when it's too hard to.
As always I wish you as much peace as you can have and I'm sending a little slice of love your way.
Mid fifties, married thirty years. My husband has sweetly asked me to try to outlive him, because he doesn't want to face life alone.
His odds are pretty good. Both our mothers (still living!) outlived our fathers. And our grandmothers...
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ba_miracle says,
Just no words...*hug
DynamicDbytheC says,
I sometimes feel sad and scared about the possibility (reality) that this cancer will take him from me. I feel sorry for myself and then I realize how devastating and unfair it is for him. Then I get my act together and realize I must live in the moment so we can enjoy what we have NOW.ba_miracle says,
Feel however you feel in any moment and have no guilt of it. I am not always sure to whom it is more devastating and unfair to in a circumstance such as this? My heart goes to you. Enjoy when you can but please don't guilt yourself when it's too hard to.As always I wish you as much peace as you can have and I'm sending a little slice of love your way.
accidentaltourist says,
Always wishing I could hug you for real. Wishing even more that a hug would make it all right again.