I never laughed as hard as I laughed with you, but now, even the laughter hurts.
You might be looking for reasons, but there a no reasons. The whole story is I am sad. I am sad all the time, and the saddness is so heavy that I can't get away from it. Not ever. There used to be days I thought I was okay, or at least I was going to be. We'd be hanging out somewhere and everything would fall into place, and I would think it'll be okay, if everything would just stay like this forever. But of course, nothing can just stay the same forever. I never laughed as hard as I laughed with you, but now, even the laughter hurts.