I didn't want this

She can't forgive herself

My wife left becuase she said I made her a bad person. She just had to do terrible things to me. She cheated on me while she was pregnant. And after. She had a affair with my coworker that is old enough to be her father. She lied non stop, picked fights, and destroyed our home and family. I still miss her. The person she could have been. Some days I still want her back. I think that I could forgive her, she just can't forgive herself.