Issues and Love

It took nearly five months for me to fall in love with him. It took him only two to fall in love with me.

Let me be up front with this: I have issues. I have lots of issues.

One of these "issues" is my inability to open up to people and to ever let anyone all the way into my head. I couldn't. I still can't.

And this is why we are no longer a we. No longer an us.

Unfortunately, I think I still love him.