Finding it hard to breathe. . .

There it is, that phrase, the phrase that many of us dispute, untill one day the very thing we dispute smacks us right between the eyes and then gushes into our hearts. Love at first sight. Well I was young. . I still am young but one thing is for sure. . When love hits you. . .you sure as hell know about it!!
So we met on a horrible dark rainy day in a coffee shop, I was just a giggling teenager completely unaware that my life was … Read more »

wounded.

He was my world at one point. For whatever reason to be honest, looking back at it, I don't know what I ever saw in him. But that's how anyone feels about any of their exes right? The point is though, he got me pregnant when I was fifteen. Mind you, neither of us were ready to be parents, but as soon as we found out, he shut down. He pushed me away and started showing his true colors. My parents weren't supportive either, and I was pushed into terminating … Read more »

Nothing good to say

I had a Power Point Presentation to give the next day in my Desktop Publishing class when my wife Cathy told me to get out, and I never looked back.
A year later she wanted me to give her current love a good recomendation. I than reminded her that she kicked me out. I had nothing nice to say about that.
The last I have heard about her she was somewhere in Kansas.

I Jumped Way Too Quick

I had waited 10 years to get married this second time. What I failed to do was take my damn time. I met the parents of this second wife at my church. Within 3 months of receiving an email from her I was getting married. Way too Fast! The first time I told my relatives in Syracuse, NY they all laughed. I had not even told them I had met someone hence their laughter! I sure wish I could laugh now, but I … Read more »

You left exit wounds

He was my best friend. It was weird. We barely saw each other, yet I told him more than people who I see every day and trust with my life. Then it happened. He did the unthinkable. Not even a week into our relationship, he committed a crime that tore us apart. It wasn't violent, no, but the emotional scars from it will never go away. I tried to understand. I tried to believe he did it because of the addiction. A year past and we didn't speak, and not … Read more »

You know the reason I broke things off between us. I wasn't ready for a relationship. I'm still not. You're out of the closet to everyone. I'm not. I can't. My family is homophobic. Just please know that I still love you. Please.

il,l

Live has 4 letters. die has 3.
i have two hands. i do not take 1 for granted.
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i think i appreciate what i have. like a dancer in a ballroom in eternity.

imagine that. giving a dancer eternity to move in. - or on, or through.

eternity, like the devil in a fire.

i rule the devil has arms longer than mine. his nails carve deep. to enter the soul you cut through the veretebrae.

he wears this deceiving … Read more »

Ain’t Love Grand

William L. Gensert
My ex-wife tried to kill me with my own gun. My last girlfriend tried to kill me with a hammer borrowed from my best friend to do work around the house. My current girlfriend just wishes I were dead, but she does that all on her own, nothing old, nothing new, nothing borrowed, nothing blue.
I consider this great progress. Not only are those I love increasingly more independent, with the progression from gun to hammer to just wishes, it’s becoming much less dangerous … Read more »

Coffee Grinds

He said he could read fortunes in coffee grinds . He is my cheating lying ex boyfriend but at the time I didn't know that. It must have been funny to "read" my fortune in the coffee grinds and not tell me that he was sleeping with the fifteen year old neighbor.

Preschool Exes

I had three boyfriends in Orthodox Jewish preschool. Jonathan Berry was my favorite because he had a red convertible car bed. Call me superficial, but I learned early on (from my mother) that a car indicates what's in a man's bank account. The added benefit of being with a Berry was that his mother packed the best Purim baskets, filled with quality Kosher cookies and Israeli chocolate. Plus, I got to ride his huge swing set weekly (this is a literal statement). One day, while … Read more »

Ian Curtis

She is at once all that exist. If I circumnavigated each synapse to synapse and lobe to lobe to the furthest of crevasses, I know I would see her image the same I did when I created this reality.
You can only look at a picture for so long before it begins to resemble a mosaic. Each individual tessera is imperfection to perfection, but why would perfection matter to someone like me?
Is perfection the scratched out lines?
Is perfection illegible handwriting?
Is perfection that moment that I finally raise … Read more »

Say it with.....tools?

I was cleaning out my car and I found a tool box I forgot I had.  I never liked this tool box.  The box itself had an awkward clamshell design.  The tools were stored in the top and bottom lids of the box and most of the tools would just fall out when I opened it.  I decided I didn’t want it and I threw it out.
One more thing about this tool box.  It was a gift from my ex-boyfriend. This made the decision to discard it even … Read more »

The Maid

Drunk-Advances-Rejected-Lesbian-Phonecall-End.

One Night- The Conclusion of an Abusive Relationship

A blast from my window and glass on my bed,
was what forced me to do what I had started to dread.

“One last time and I’ll leave you alone forever,”
were the words that started this crazy endeavor.

“I just want to talk to you, like two grown adults”
I believed him, not thinking of the possible results

His car was parked just a few blocks away
Just a few minutes and I could go on my way.

I pulled next to his car and … Read more »

Neighbor boy.

One year ago, a family moved into the house next door to a little curly haired blonde girl. This little blonde girl was lonely. Sure, she had freinds, and a sibling. But she wanted something more.
The family that moved next door had four children. One boy, and three girls.
One day, the little blonde girl was in her room when she heard talking downstairs. So, she walked down stairs, only too see the new neighbor boy and his youngest sister standing on the front porch. Her heart … Read more »

It is worth deserving, NHL jerseys

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Usually, they are heading to visit invest in some sports kits. It is heading to be a pleasure point to acquire a sports gift. While using pleasure brought to our hearts, presents are required stuff for all occasions. Sports presents may also be extra appreciable for … Read more »

call me a cliché

Yes, I am escaping. When they say it, they act like the way a mother would when she sees her kid drunk for the first time. “You’re escaping.” Yes, I am. To be quite frank, I would rather not die. I would rather start over on earth than start over… wherever people go when they’re dead. What do I mean by this? I mean I have hit a wall. I haven’t quite hit rock bottom, but I have definitely hit a big ass wall.

My solutions were as follows: … Read more »

A birthday wish to BCO:

Happy birthday, lover.

Lover, you are next to me when the stars wrap us in a cashmere blanket and pierce the black chill.

Lover, as my heart flies up my throat, you take this shaking hand like it is yours because it is, and it will be until those stars fall out of the black and the blue and splash into the ocean, one by one, like the loose buttons on your pea-coat.

Lover, your eyes are a Vancouver skyline at midnight. Forgetting them would be forgetting … Read more »

You're the best, New You are able to Yankees

The current You are able to Yankees really are an excellent soccer staff people located in the borough within the Bronx. These businesses squeeze into understanding League Baseball's United states League China Division.



Significant Yankee League's 8-10 rental companies, the association was setup within Baltimore, Baltimore present in 1901 because the Baltimore Orioles as well as selected New You are able to City inside 1903, starting to be known to as Rhode island Highlanders formerly really being legally re-named any "Yankees". Supplied by 1923 with, the … Read more »

Short and Sweet

I’ve had only one true ex

The single individual with which I’ve had sex

Abashed to say in public, no

Our relationship bittersweet, taste buds would say so

We found our niche and clicked instantly

“Pudding”, “Sweetie” names I’d use, He’d reply, “Honey”.

Generous no one I met was more

Sincerely caring about world hunger, Big Brother to other countries children, numbering four

Finances, his thing, stock market too

Bond we still have though our interest rate dipped, commonalities grew few
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