The Moment Home Readings Buy the Book About The Moments

Catcalled

It's sad to say that I became a woman the day I was objectified by a man.

It was summer and I was 15. Still flat as a board, but tall and willowy, my hipless torso and ribbon legs predicting the shape I would eventually own in adulthood. I realize now that I was pretty back then, but at the time, I compared myself to my mother, whose exotic Cleopatra hair and red painted lips seemed more glamorous. My mother moved through life in stilettos, polished her nails with Revlon's Love that Red, and, as owner of her own women's clothing boutique, enjoyed the reputation among the other suburban mothers of West Hartford, CT as fashion's final say.
My mother was so irresistible to me that when we walked down the sidewalk that summer afternoon after a day of shopping for new school shoes, I couldn't help but reach for her hand. The two of us shared long piano player fingers and slim wrists that wore watchbands on the last hole.
As we crossed the main drag, an eighteen-wheeler that had been idling at the stoplight let out a long, extended blast of the horn. I dropped my mother's hand.
"Hey sexy!" shouted the trucker, his oily elbow resting on the open window. "When are we gonna make love?"
My mother, who actually loved getting catcalled, put her hand on her hip and did a little shake. "Thanks!" she called cheerily.
"Lady," shouted the driver. "I was talking to your daughter."
And in that instant, I became someone else. I immediately recognized the significance of being noticed (and of my mother being dismissed), and the first delirious high of being appraised.
It's sad to say that I became a woman the day I was objectified by a man. It's sad because I would be lying if I didn't say I liked it. If I didn't confess to being jubilant about it. I looked at myself in the mirror afterward and finally saw something that was pleasing. Something that could take me places, could get me things. Something that could, and would, get me into all sorts of trouble.

Comments

No comments yet, why not leave one of your own?



Leave a Comment or Share Your Story

Please Sign In. Only community members can comment.

The Moment Book

Moments from the SMITH Community

Tomorrowland "Daisy, F3," my son Archer says as we pull into our parking spot. Disneyland’s about to open and we've arrived, just the two of us, our last hoorah before school starts. *** The alarm goes off and I pull the pillow tightly over my head. My husband, Hal, offers to wake the kids so I roll over, fall back asleep until Archer's voice wakes me, this time for good. "Hi, Mommy. It's …
Line Break
With Both Hands Whenever I think of my mother, my mind flips to this story. Not to the whole story, but right to the middle of it, the worst moments of it. For me, that's where the story always starts. My mother was beating the hell out of me. The first few blows seemed to come from every direction as I grabbed my nightgown and pulled it over my head, not …
Line Break
Reasons to be Thankful By Robert Israel They scraped me off the street, my bicycle in a heap nearby, and ever so gingerly placed me on the gurney. A crowd of curious onlookers watched intently, thankful they were not being loaded onto the ambulance. The nurses at the hospital were calming as nurses are wont to be, and administered an intravenous tube of morphine, and soon everything around me became fuzzy and numb, and the …
Line Break
Read More Community Moments →
 
SMITH Magazine

SMITH Magazine is a home for storytelling.
We believe everyone has a story, and everyone
should have a place to tell it.
We're the creators and home of the
Six-Word Memoir® project.