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The World Tour Compatibility Test: Tokyo, Part 1

Thursday, January 4th, 2007

By piper

by Elizabeth Koch

Part travelogue and part convoluted love story, The World Tour Compatibility Test is a series of true stories set in exotic locales, as two American writers decide whether to break up or move in together. Click to catch up on Shanghai and Beijing.

On the flight to Tokyo, Todd sleeps with his head in my lap. His cheek is soft and pink and quivers slightly. When I run my finger across his forehead, he stirs, hugs my thigh and kisses me. There is something magical about airplanes—the cramped seats, the recycled air—that makes my love for him so stark and raw I cannot imagine how it happens, how I so easily fall away from him.

Back in New York, while plotting the trip, I’d argued against going to Tokyo. In my mind, the city was a fire drill of blinking billboards and pulsing light machines, a stampede of little people with sharp elbows gutting their way to the nearest Nintendo store. As far as Japan went, I was in it for the teahouses, for the temples and shrines and holy deer in Nara, for the Buddhist monks pacing beneath cherry trees in Kyoto. I did not want my senses assaulted by teenagers in Spice Girl garb parading around sushi counters with their barking robotic dogs. I wanted to meditate until my body dissolved into pixels.

“Please just trust me for once,” Todd had said. “If you hate it, you can eat the crust off my dinner rolls for the rest of the trip.”

“I’d do that anyway.”

The plane lands in Narita International Airport, located a 75-minute Bullet train ride outside of Tokyo’s sprawling metropolis. Inside the terminal I breathe cautiously, expecting fiberglass air to rip through my lungs the way it did in Beijing, but it doesn’t. I’m encouraged.

We buy Starbucks coffeecake and board the Shinkansen— “The world’s first Bullet train,” Todd tells me. It’s an albino snake of a machine, known for whooshing the bulk of Japan’s 126 million inhabitants around the country at speeds up to 186 mph. I clutch Todd’s arm and watch pink metallic homes with slatted roofs race past, a blur of emerald green grass and lime green leaves, glossy black birds perched on streaking electric wires, horizontal billboards with paint-brushed letters saying what I imagined to be happy things. I feel something close to excitement, but I don’t want to get my hopes up, so I just press my face to the glass and try not to blink too much.

We turn down a wide street called Meguro-dori, and I look around for the chain-smoking pod people and whirring electronic things, but all I see are low vintage buildings with art deco lampshades and sleek wooden chairs for sale.

Todd points across the street to a stone building with a wooden awning and sliding glass doors.

“Hotel Claska,” he says.

A bell rings, and there’s a girl standing beside us on the sidewalk with a flamingo pink bicycle balanced between her legs. We step aside, and she pedals past, red tassels streaming from the handlebars.

“Could you tell how old she was?” I ask. “Fifteen? Thirty?”

“I have no idea. People don’t seem to age here.”

We stand there a bit longer, watching the leaves blow in a circle beneath an iron bench. I lift Todd’s arm and wrap it over my shoulder.

“Thank you for bringing me here,” I say softly. His cheek is hot against my forehead.

The concierge, Armando, wears a navy blue suit that’s several sizes too small, which makes his head appear several sizes too big, which seems very Tokyo to me. He greets us with tile white teeth and runs from behind the reception desk and takes both of our bags.

“Armando?” I whisper to Todd. “Isn’t that a Spanish name?”

We chase after him, and I unzip the leather fanny pack that I bought in Shanghai to embarrass Todd.

“You don’t tip here,” Todd whispers, again embarrassed.

“That’s ridiculous,” I say, and hold out 1,000 yen, about $8, to Armando.

He bows. “It is not customary to tip in Japan,” he says sadly. “Would you like to book a massage?”

I look to Todd.

“Can you cope with the guilt, dear?” he asks.

“I can put it off for a while.”

Todd is weak with hunger, so he leaves to find food. By the time he gets back, two masseuses have arrived. They wear gloves made of paper and lay Todd and me down on the twin beds.

“That was the most delicious white rice I’ve ever eaten,” Todd says with his face in a pillow.

“Plain white rice?”

“There was nothing plain about it.”

The masseuses leave and Todd crawls into bed with me and we fall asleep. I wake to Todd kissing me, to his hands clutching my hipbones and breasts. There’s a pulse in my foot, a heat and a throbbing, and I feel dirty suddenly, infested with bacteria and disease. I want to disentangle from his limbs, from the crisp white of the linens, from the hands that threaten to rip through the sutures and sinews that hold me together. This is a major worry of mine, that Todd’s hands will tear me in two.

I get out of bed.

“Where are you going?”

“I have to deal with my plantar warts.”

He sits up, his hair spiking in a fashionably Japanese way. “Now?”

“Look how swollen my foot is! I’m going to buy a knife and lop it off.”

“Please don’t. Let me go find some medicine for you.”

“No, no, I need to get out of here and walk around a little,” I say, and fumble with my wallet to avoid the hurt in his face. I’m always hurting Todd. I wish I could go to him and hold him and let him love me the way he wants to, but I’m a terrible faker. I tell myself I will learn to be a better faker.

Armando explains the way to the nearest pharmacy, and I follow a path that takes me behind Claska and past a bicycle parking lot, where row after row of metal frames and wheel spokes glisten like a silver sea. There’s an attendant in the bicycle tollbooth. I wave to him, and pretend he smiles even though he appears to be meditating with his eyes open.

The outdoor shopping center is paved in green DecoTurf and lined with toy stores and purse shops and take-away food places with sticky buns and seaweed petit fors in the window. I find the pharmacy and try to buy a scalpel, but the store ladies don’t understand my stabbing motions, so I buy scissors and hydrogen peroxide instead.

When I get back to the hotel, Todd has made reservations at a restaurant called Gonpachi. I try not to ask questions, because Todd is sensitive to my negative assumptions, but I have a feeling the place is going to suck.

“What kind of food is it?”

“Delicious. You’ll like it.”

“Sounds perfect.” I sit on the floor and scrape and treat my plantar warts, which have grown a protective callous thick as a manhole cover.

“I’m going to be sick,” Todd says. “I’m waiting outside.”

“Well that’s an inspired response,” I shout after him. I’ve had these warts for five years now, and he’s right—they’re disgusting. But it’s not his job to point out the obvious. Todd’s role as self-crowned perfect boyfriend is to adore my pockmarks and grossities while I continue to act like a lunatic. We are getting off course.

We walk through the outdoor shopping center to the Gakugei-Daigaku subway, and stop in front of the wall map. Todd seems to make sense of it, but to me it resembles a ratted hairball. I do not understand how 20 million people find their way around it every day. He gives me change and we ride in a sterile, tomb-empty subway car to a trendy area called Nishi-Azabu. Todd assures me it’s a safe distance from Roppongi, the Times Square of sleazy sex shops and the humping red-faced businessmen that frequent them.

Gonpachi is a rustic, open-air restaurant with three floors of balcony seating. We sit on the top floor and look over the bamboo railing to the wooden banquets beneath.

“This place is amazing,” I say.

“It inspired the Kill Bill stage set,” Todd says.

“Never seen it.”

“It’s also where the president of Japan took George Bush that one time.”

“Oh good. A little something for everyone,” I say, and flip open a menu. We order one of everything—skewered pumpkin cubes and grilled shiitake mushrooms, wasabi-glazed shrimp and peppercorn peas, spicy ginger toro garnished with edible purple flowers.

“Here’s a useful phrase for you,” Todd says. “Iga kiri-kiri itai.”

“What’s it mean?”

“I have a sharp pain in my side.”

And tonight, we hardly fight at all.

After dinner we hold hands and wander through the neighborhood behind the restaurant. The area is dark and quiet and appears residential, with its curbside flowerpots and narrow red doors. Todd points to a poster that says, “Research Detective: Fickleness Investigation. Shop for making it separate,” with a man practicing karate under a sunset. I take a picture. We pass three teenagers in school uniforms huddled together on the sidewalk, reading hentai, nudie comic books. We round a bend and stumble over a transvestite with a giant blond wig the size and shape of a conch shell. She motions for us to follow her down a narrow staircase.

“Isn’t Japan supposed to be a repressed culture?” I whisper to Todd on the stairwell. “Where are all the bowing people in silk robes?”

“Not at the transsexual dance club,” Todd says.

The stairs lead to a pitch black room lit by a blue neon bar. White leather seating areas are separated by glass partitions, on which Britney Spears music videos are projected. But the music isn’t Britney Spears. The music is Jesus and Mary Chain and Nine Inch Nails. I love this place, where Britney’s schoolgirl camp is appreciated, but not her music; where porn appears in the form of temporary tattoos and watercolor drawings; where men in business suits talk on cell phones with Kermit the frog charms hanging from them.

“Let’s stay in Tokyo an extra day and push back Nara,” I say to Todd.

“Fine by me,” he says, and it is.

Everything is always fine for Todd—even when it shouldn’t be.

To be continued… here!

17 responses

  1. Talbott Maxey says:

    very interesting! would love to read more-

  2. DLA says:

    interesting stuff. but IMHO all travel writing should include prices. what did the b ullet train cost. how much is a night to hotel?

  3. MAP says:

    What scorching honesty (!) … and the quality of the writing is superb - I want more!

  4. Russel says:

    Once again, this is beautifully written. I love reading it and look forward to each installment, but I am sad that Elizabeth doesn’t enjoy her travels as much as I enjoy reading about them.

  5. Leah says:

    I\’m sad Elizabeth doesn\’t enjoy her hot boyfriend as much as I enjoy reading about him…

  6. Rachel says:

    “I love this place, where Britney’s schoolgirl camp is appreciated, but not her music; where porn appears in the form of temporary tattoos and watercolor drawings; where men in business suits talk on cell phones with Kermit the frog charms hanging from them.”

    I love this part. She is enjoying herself, and she explains why so clearly yet unexpectedly.

  7. Johnny Jump Up says:

    I read this installment to the Verve’s “History” and it fit nicely because the author’s self-inflicted sushi-like knife work on herself is appreciated - honesty and self-deprecation are commonly absent from most travel logs.

    I’ll trade the story of her fractured, dysfuctional ability to love over the chest thumping bravado offered by the last American writer who humped and drugged their way through Asia.

    Through it all, there’s Todd, still on the merry-go-round, inexplicably placid, which means either Elizabeth has an amazing vagina or Todd is a doormat or, just maybe, he’s a really good dude, which seems to be the case.

  8. Victoria says:

    Elizabeth’s images are haunting. How does she make the most banal encounter so damn vivid? This is so beyond ‘travel writing’ - I am glad that prices don’t slow it down. Can’t wait to read more. Oh, poor Tod…

  9. Flevin in NJ says:

    Elizabeth - knows how to turn a phrase. She makes even those most benign facts about a trip - such as eating plain white rice which turns out to be not plain at all - take an unexpected enteraining turn.

    I enjoy reading her because her writing it full of those little surprise twists and / or momments of honesty on which I can related.

    Thanks for the mental and emotional fulfillment.

  10. Justin says:

    I love The Jesus and Mary Chain.

    What the hell is a plantar wart?

    You do have sex with Todd sometimes right? I mean just because all the on-screen love scenes get their plugs pulled about 1/4 through, that’s no reason to assume you guys are doing some weirdo chaste spiritual thing….right?

    It’s tempting to press this last issue, but since the quality of debate has already been so far degraded by the vagina-quality-speculator who commented above, I’m just going to leave my two cents in the take-a-leave-a tray and step away from the register.

  11. kate says:

    Cliffhanger! Can’t wait for the rest of Tokyo. Fantastic stuff.

  12. Josh says:

    I make no vaginal speculation, but Elizabeth is effin\’ gorgeous, to be fair…

  13. Ben says:

    Excellent action shot of Elizabeth at dinner. Where did you say you went to charm school?

  14. Alex says:

    I love reading Elizabeth’s stories . They are a great combination of drama, romance and travel guide and so never fail to keep your attention and each instalment builds a huge anticipation for the next one. In addition, they are courageously honest, which makes the read that much more compelling…

  15. Diana says:

    Loved it. Elizabeth–you’re so brutally honest….warts and all. Okay that was bad. Can’t wait for the next one…D

  16. Marion says:

    Your writing is really exciting, and I admire your courage to write about your plantar warts. The situation you describe could have been the same with me! I too have very painful plantar warts, and I was surprised to read that you have the same problems with them, pain at rest and even when having sex with your boyfriend! Todd’s comment on them is really disappointing. When you have painful plantar warts it’s the most important to get support from your partner. Hopefully Todd and your plantar warts don’t hurt you too much on your trip!
    Congratulations to your vivid and honestly writing!

  17. Tina Campbell says:

    Great post. I have say that plater wart removal is way more difficult then most people say it is. I must have tryed about 20 different remedies before actually getting rid of the warts on my hands and feet!

    Tina
    Planter Wart Removal

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