About somethingnew
Right now, I'm reading:
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-Invisible Monsters
-Heart of Darkness
My Stories
- I want feeling. Touch and emotion.
- Sister exploded on me. Hit, cry.
- Admissions come out 23rd. Anticipation building.
- I haven't seen him since February.
- I'm constantly listening to Broadway soundtracks.
- Rough weekend. Just shut everyone out.
- They don't know I've been crying.
- I'm the computer bitch. Thus, lonely.
- Fight Night. Boxing and parental arguments.
- Have no stories. I'm only 18.
- She knows I'm mad. Provokes me.
- Jumped out of bed and ran.
- I keep ignoring my mental notes.
- Not PMSing, but still uncontrollably moody.
- Hating how much I miss you.
- I hate it when I'm naive.
- They catch me when I'm vulnerable.
- How do you not become arrogant?
- Feeling sick everytime I'm on Facebook.
- Whispering "imissyou" as we chat online.
- Undeniably jealous of people around you.
- Fingers are frozen. Can't find gloves.
- Don't turn this art into crafts.
- Haven't seen him for a month...
- Don't disappear on me. Physically, mentally.
- Don't want Driver's License, weight category.
- Favorite books cycle through, never resting.
- I'll never play guitar well enough.
- I've been consistently happy. It's unusual.
- Classified as a "good" pastor's kid.
- Maybe this time it'll be real.
- He's using apostrophes, just for me.
- Cherishing these all-nighters, while they last.
- Contemplating community college, just for him.
- Took a chance. Talked for hours.
- I'd rather be around broken people.
- Ruined another shirt with fake blood.
- Only have school spirit at games.
- He called again. Hoping this works.
- 2 college acceptances. Dream school- undecided.
- It's March. Waiting for acceptance letters.
- I'm already looking for prom dresses.
- Pinky promised with no physical touch.
- I'm not expecting love this time.
- My fingernails are caked with watercolors.
- Flower earrings. Sun dress. Craving summer.
- I failed. You failed.
We fell. - Showed them respect. Treated like scum.
- Both arms collectively hold fifteen bracelets.
- Our eyes locked. I turned away.
- Loving the feeling of indented pages.
- I never learned to type properly.
- Deleting Facebook friends. Simplifying my life.
- Kissing every inch of exposed skin.
- Watching myself on youtube. How liberating.
- Running around, but still accomplishing nothing.
- I'm tired of waiting for you.
- Ripped up a book. Felt liberating.
- Let's not rock the boat, now.
- You're back, and I'm feeling nostalgic.
- Seriously considering taking up the xylophone...
- I simply can't turn back anymore.
- Why does coming back still hurt?
- Daniel Fast=tofurkey and rice cheese sandwiches.
- Never found "our song." Never will.
- Hands are clammy. Hold them anyways?
- Forgot the words. Hummed them instead.
- I was broken down for you.
- Please, College, just let me in.
- I need to know this now!
- It's been 684 days since then.
- You were all I had once.
- Stressing out. Breaking out. Falling out.
- I made him change his mind.
- English required reading, found favorite book.
- 18. Just used my first tampon.
- The hurricane ruined my travel plans.
- It would've been 2 years, tomorrow.
- Pockets hold: phone, iPod, tuner, notebook.
- I don't want to push this.
- Wait for me, like I'm waiting.
- I'm just waiting for you, love.
- 6 colleges applied. Only one response.
- I'm always running away from everything.
- Calls for help have been silenced.
- Waiting for ID. Then I'm gone.
- Say "Hello" and I'll finally leave.
- Hard love solidified into stone hearts.
- I lost the story within me.
- I only learn the hard way.
- Leaving behind my "pastor's daughter" influence.
- Please don't take him from me.
- Violinist. Guitarist. Mandolinist. Still not enough.
- Fingers bleeding. Voice shot. Worth it.
- We will just dance, dance, dance.
- I was better off leaving anyways.
- Valentine's Day? No remorse, loneliness. Single.
- 2 AM. Doing homework. Good times?
- Still distinguishing the stars from helicopters.
- Birthday: got "It's a girl" balloon.
- Day made with a simple text.
- All my reassurances fell to pieces.
- Stomach churning. Love potion a brewin'.
- He's leaving me sooner than expected.
- Not planning on saving for retirement.
- He's my date. Friend or more?
- Lately, I'm prone to spontaneous blushing.
- Senior year. Liking somebody. Leaving soon.
- One week left of childhood. Anxious.
- Let's get this roadtrip going already.
- Overanalyzing every single one word text.
- Lost my passion. Found my voice.
- I want permission to touch you.
- Not goal oriented. I'm dream oriented.
- What the hell, I'll take it.
- Continuously and inadvertently losing my mind.
- Hooked-up with ex. Better off seperated.
- On my mind:
scholarships scholarships scholarships. - "I just wanted to be happy."
- Stress levels lead to physical damage.
- Scared I've a disease. Not neurotic.
- I got into college, quite unexpectedly.
- Painful, but you still don't care.
- Just waiting and watching and hoping.
- I am constantly starting everything over.
- Still not used to this style.
- Please be safe at the hospital.
- Please let the outcome be good.
- I don't expect you to care.
- Loving- a choice. In love- feelings.
- Reading Chuck Palahniuk, book after book.
- 316 albums. 1247 songs. Not enough.
- Procrastinating again, and I just started.
- Tired of teens, venturing into adulthood.
- Contemplating ditching school, just for you.
- Tired of Facebook and secondhand friends.
- Escaping old habits and new feelings.
- One month left of my childhood.
